I removed the skeletons, pumpkins, frankensteins, and the big glass bowl of candycorn today.
Check out the chicken and the race car driver.
Everywhere we went we heard..."SHE is so cute!!!"
How many times have you heard that *e*?
So I am bummed out right now.
Why you ask?
Well...our landlord is selling our house.
So we are stuck with having to find a new house.
There is no time limit...He just listed it yesterday...but I feel totally invaded with people coming to look at my house. My things. My life. My messes.
I am very OCD about my house...even when family comes over...heck...even when sean gets home from work I want it clean for him.
And yesterday over 15 real estate agents came in our house!!!
I almost had my first ever anxiety attack.
My husband was like "They look at tons of houses every day. Every week. Do you really think they are going to see you in Wal-Mart, and whisper...that's the lady I told you about who's house had crushed up goldfish crackers all over the living room floor."
Good point honey.
Gots to move all our crap...Hope that we find a house that is as great as the one we are in now...Plus enter into a year long lease...making moving out of state even harder.
I told Sean we should just move.
Take the risk.
And just Move to Indiana.
Just do it.
I'm scared to death too...But we should just take the plunge.
He then is suddenly hit with the reality of being away from our family.
With having been in the military, I've done it before...and would be ok. (I think)
So Sean then says I don't think I could deal with seeing my mom just once or twice a year.
So now we are both like...what the hell?
Do we stay for our family? (Which don't get me wrong....its EXTREMELY important)
Or do we sacrifice family time...for the dreams that WE have.
I am just so like....BLECH.
Too many life altering decisions to think about right now.
I need to finish college too.
I just want to clear my head.
Its sooo busy.
I just want peace of mind.
What a crappy blog post.
i bet ya'll are thinking.....CRY ME A RIVER!!!!
woe is me.
Thought & Typed By Jude @ 1:25 PM